Annoyed by Annoyance

Do you not see my torture?
You claim to be my friend
Do you have anything to say?
Fucked by words of hate
I hate to say
You've ended this day
On a note as sour as bread
It's true of you
What's true of me
We all live in our misery
I try to make yours better
While you pour in
Your lemon juice
To make me fester

I can't believe that love's not true
I thought I found it in you
So perfect was our friendship
Never did we exchange a harsh word-
You are such a fucking liar!
Annoying to your fault
Annoying by your mouth
Annoying is your rhyme
I annoyed just to annoy
Fuck the words of lust
That rang oh so clear
For I have fucked a million fucks
Only to die sincere
Never honest
In this relationship
Never beaten
Up by friendship
Falling now
Ever and ever
You fucked the joyous rain
Now dies the cloud
By which I am sustained
And now I go to Hell
To feel wanted in vain

I was sitting on this grass
Pondering peacefully
Why all looks so happy
When all is all in vain
Nothing lives forever
Not even our sick emotions
I learned of you through this
This moment seared in time
In memory and way
I swear I never doubted
Your sincerity
I always believed you
To be the most respectful
I wish I wasn't always wrong
Wrong by a billion years
Aching for some truth
By my ailing dignity
Goodbye my sweet. . .
Friend of friends. . .

I always hate the end




(c)2000 Robert Tabb